People say that you can post whatever you like in your own journal, well these are my thoughts recently so it's better that they stay here on my journal. Why do i feel that i am drifting away from the Pros community, probably because i am drifting away from the Pros community. I feel like my journal is my little island and i'm waving to you from off shore. Well here i am waving to you again, i just can't seem to motivate myself into doing anything other than staying where i feel safe and out of reach.
Maybe at some point that may change but for now there is me, the lads and my safe guard which is my journal.