Then i look at everything Lewish and then i kind of melt and my mood changes from wanting to run to wanting to stay. I think my problem lies with me only posting on my journal because the thing that stops me from being involved in anything else is self confidence but hey that's my problem so to cheer myself up i am going to indulge in some yummy Lewis.

E.T.A
So having just watched the episode WILD JUSTICE I now feel in a better frame of mind and much happier .I'm staying .